onward and upward

i talked to my ex last night, the one who i'm really not friends with anymore. It was brief, but pleasant enough. I'm glad i called, since i was reminded of why i broke it off in the first place. It's not that i miss him in particular, i just miss the constant physical contact that comes with a relationship. Maybe what i need is a dog, or something, since really what i'm looking for is some simple affection. it's almost a hunger, one of the basic needs for survival. Though nothing has really changed since yesterday, things seems to be looking up, or at least i'm looking up and paying closer attention. i'm not sure why thatis, maybe i've been reminded and reassured by my friends. all of whom i adore, though i may not get to tell them that in person evry often.