intrigue and illness

another surreal day. truly. fever, headache, cramps and all. but interesting nonetheless. i may well be introuble, for i have done a bad thing. maybe. it's just possible that i've developed a new crush. which means, yay!, the old one is out of my rotation of neuroses. he's still a friend and all, but just that. i was talking to Him, working on the scrabble gram reall, and i looked at him, he looked up, and the fisrt thing i thought was: "Wow, His eyes are bluer than I remember". The of course it was whoa~ where did that come from and what does it mean. i''l have to get someone to investigate his opinions of that sort of thing. i would just jump in, but he's an incredible friend, so i don't quite want to endager that blindly. It could be great fun though, were he to be interested. great fun indeed. everything would be coming up jeanne were it not for the fact that i have a final first thing tomorrow. i think i may be too sick to go into school tomorrow. i have this vague premonition.